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About Me Member Deviously Deviant heartacheFFMMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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lonely

Fri Jun 26, 2009, 10:46 AM
i never thought i could be this lonely.i thought we were happy,i thought things were good,i know there were some problems.but isnt that what a relationship is,working on our problems together.now shes gone never to return,i dont know if i'll ever even see her again.that hurts,i want her in my life,she is my life let me rephrase that she WAS my life.now shes with him and she doesnt even care how it hurts me.she ignores me she hates me.sometimes i think i should just end it all,at least the pain would stop.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: staind
  • Watching: my heart break
  • Drinking: any alcohol

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  • Current Residence: lonelyville
  • Interests: franzi,music
  • Favourite movie: dazed and confused
  • Favourite band or musician: pantera
  • Favourite genre of music: metal
  • Favourite artist: van gogh
  • Favourite poet or writer: R.A.Salvatore
  • Favourite style of art: modern
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Favourite game: risk
  • Favourite gaming platform: xbox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: ichigo kurisake
  • Personal Quote: neglect the one you love and you'll lose them forever

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:iconfrancystar:
so..idk..i told u i will write a note..i thought this all would be a lot easier..idk..well..i was glad to hear ur voice..but i dont like what i read about ur drinking...i dont really know what to tell u...i am sick of hurting u and me...i hope everything works out with ur job and ur apartment...i work hard every day..i am tired a lot...i do think of our old times sometimes and i am sad what happened..but i didnt like the life...well...i dont really know what to tell u..cuz it doesnt matter cuz everything makes u sad...i dont want u hurt but right now i think we need to go r own ways..i am sad that ur family hates me now but i although understand why...well...u know i will always love u but i dont know if its enough for a marrige...i just want that u do good and dont wast ur life..well...i am so sorry..bye
:iconheartacheffm:
if you ever really loved me you would know that the worst thing you could do is shut me out your life you should know that when i said till death do us part I MEANT IT,i know i made mistakes but nobodies perfect,you will see eventually that even hes not perfect and there is no such thiong as a perfect relationship,but thats what a marriage means to work on your problems TOGRTHER.i will wait for you allways,maybe one day youll come back to me
:iconheartacheffm:
so thats it?i would stop drinking for you i would walk away from everyone for i want to be your husband again and you as my wife i love you i can change i can be who you want and need
:iconheartacheffm:
I hate what I've become

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